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:: Monday, August 11, 2003 ::
Yep, I'm officially an idiot. I act on impulse and fuck everything up for myself again.
Go me.
I really shouldn't have blamed Steve for it, and I have no idea why I did. Maybe it was just the first name that popped into my head when thinking about people that might have something against Teagan... I don't know. I overreacted, and I am sorry. Especially sorry to steve for blaming him without reason.
Now, I'm probably going to be spending quite a bit of time at home for a while.. which'll keep me from smoking too much... so I guess there is one good thing about it. But for the most part, I fucked things up for myself, and it's pretty much completely my fault. At least I'm admitting to it. And sincerely apologizing. And feeling horrible about it.
And I'm assuming from our conversation that Teagz has deleted all the entries on her livejournal because of people finding out about it and reading it and coming to false conclusions about its contents. It's pretty much caused her nothing but trouble. I'd personally suggest that if she does continue posting on it that she keeps all of her entries as private... as that would probably make things easier... and she'd still be able to post things and get feelings out that way. This is why I have more than one web journal... one that I don't mind everyone reading.. and one that I can just put private stuff on without people reading it... Although I haven't added any private stuff to that other one in a while.
Now, as for the thing about her supposedly thinking everyone at Mac's "likes" her, there were .. 6 people listed there.. I think. The names were Joel, Skylar, Andrew, Griff, Justin and Steve, if I remember correctly. Out of those 6, only 3 go to Mac's... the last 3. I believe I should only explain the last two... Justin actually asked her out at one point.. and she turned him down because she didn't want to be in a relationship... The last one, Steve, is referring to me. That is MY name as well, you know :P When she's not down at Mac's, she refers to me as either Jesus, Steve, Dain or Dainish. For the most part though, she calls me by my real name.. ie. Steve. As such, when she posts on something which she doesn't expect anyone who goes down to Mac's to read, she'd refer to me by my real name.
:: Dain 2:36 AM [+] ::
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