:: Dain's blog of eternal stench. ::

:: Saturday, August 03, 2002 ::

Christ Almighty...

I've spent the last week thinking something over... just wondering whether or not I actually want to do it... and I think I've finally answered myself.

Now.. it's just a matter of actually doing it :/
:: Dain 4:22 AM [+] ::
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I am not: a lumberjack.
I hurt: all over.
I love: find out yourself.
I hate: the world.
I fear: the slow deterioration of this world.
I hope: the world can be saved from us.
I hear: ...the screams of the planet... I'm not kidding.
I crave: Chocolate.
I regret: Heath Dating Casey!! HA!... I'm kidding. I regret almost everything.
I cry: whenever I need to.
I care: about my friends.
I always: think little of myself.
I believe: we've tainted the world with our presence
I long: ... I think you can guess.
I feel alone: all the time.
I listen: to almost everything...
I hide: from myself
I drive: ... hahahahaha... I'm almost 20 and can't drive -_-
I sing: when I'm alone... although I'd like to sing to other people some time... and be in a band.
I dance: when Im alone...
I write: poems, songs, stories and screenplays whenever I don't have writer's block... still want a muse.
I breathe: Ha. Pathetic humans and your need to breathe!
I play: guitar.
I miss: Tegan.. even though I talked to her yesterday
I search: for happiness
I learn: without the instutionalized education system.
I feel: pain.
I know: almost nothing.
I say: almost nothing.
I succeed: at almost nothing.
I fail: ... think about it.
I dream: prophesy...
I wonder: about anything and everything
I want: happiness
I have: a fetish >_> <_<
I give: a damn? HA!... hell no.
I fell: in love.
I fight: almost never.
I wait: for happiness.
I need: happiness.
1. Pick a band or artist with good lyrics.
2. Answer all the questions below with lyrics from their songs.
Band: Nirvana
1. Are you male or female?: "Gun gun son of a gun You are the only one"
2. Describe yourself?: "Take a look at who you are It's pretty scary So silly Revolting You're not much You can't do anything"
3. How do they feel about you?: "In your eyes I'm not worth it"
4. How do you feel about yourself?: "Beat me outta me"
5. Describe where you live?: "Fuck, man, this is a waste of time!"
8. Describe how you live?: "Wish I had more...more opportunity"
9. Describe how you love?: "The lady whom I feel maternal love for Cannot look me in the eyes"
10. Share a few words of wisdom?: "Most people don't realize that two large pieces of coral, painted brown, and attached to his skull with common wood screws can make a child look like a deer"

11. Describe your best friend(s): Heather - "She should have been a son" ;D
Sarah - "Never met a wise man, if so it's a woman"
Paul - "I don't mind if I don't have a mind"
Andrew - "I'm so happy because today I've found my friends ... They're in my head"
Tegan - "You've taught me everything Without a poison apple"
:: Dain 12:25 AM [+] ::
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I'm starting to get really cranky due to lack of cigarettes...

If only my mom could magically make money appear before she left for work, then I could buy cigarettes while she's at work, and wouldn't have to wait until she got home.
:: Dain 1:37 AM [+] ::
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